frustration

Today morning i was there at the train station.

Sometimes we are getting in to the train from the offside. It means we are not using the normal platform that people are generally used. So as there are 2 tracks , i had to cross the track that is used by the trains going up.

From that point we have to be carefully when train is coming from the opposite side.

I met some friends at the station. I asked from them " is that express train gone?" . They said "Yes" . But i know there are 2 express trains are coming from the opposite side.

So the train that i was waiting has arrived, we heard the sound from the other track as well.

It means another express train is coming from the other side at the same time.

There are about 20 or 30 second, most of the people crossed over the track and getting into the train. But i was not doing that . How can i take risk?

Express train has arrived and has gone.

Train that i was waiting , is moving slowly. How can i getting in?

But i noticed that only me is still there. frustration is on me. ( i have to wait another 40 minutes)

O shit , i would have get in .